I Ask Mama Africa for Safety Upon My Return

The greatest gift I can ever ask of mama Africa before I return is for safety. I want to return as I am-queer, spiritual, radical-woman, mind-free, spirit bigger than my body, without fear, birthed on American soil. I’ve done well without you-your daughters, my grandmothers, mothers, mothers held it down. Taught me the incredible, unconditional gift of love. How to heal from earth and each other. How to worship ancestors, cultivate every space my black touches. In love. Ashe -Gracie
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Heards of Elephants Running by Gracie Berry

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Heards of Elephants Running by Gracie Berry

It’s 2:03 am. I just awoke. Had to blog this quick before returning to sleep. Wish I was able to sketch animate creatures, objects. Instead I write my sketch, hoping that you see. Imagine the image above with hundreds more, wet, overlapping each other, running at high speeds like cheetah, side by side, front to back, mud splashing under feet, onto bodies, over their heads, into thick air. The sky looked as it does just before rain, smokey and clouded. The air smelled wet, and fresh and sweet like newly cut grass. There were trees and mountains all around. They seemed to jump taller than the trees, but not the mountains. These elephants were on an elephant run, young, old and in between. They tusked each other with love, body checked each other for encouragement-like keep going. They were playing. They were not scarred. Their faces were serene and whole. They were running in a heard to get to some place. They were courageous and unstoppable. The mud was beautiful, smelled earthly like worms. The people watched from their windows, huts, trails in astonishment. Flying cameras followed them close, capturing every moment. Trumpets sounded, rumbling like the sounds their feet made when pouncing upon the muddied earth. This sight was unbelievable and beautiful. I had never dreamed anything like this until now. I’m thankful that these elephants, my triumphant animal spirit warriors came to me this morning. Ps: I looked up if elephants run and the internet said, the trod slowly, lol!

In warm love,
Gracie

Meh Jata by Thee Amazing Gracie Berry

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Meh Jata by Gracie Berry

No! My hair is not a fad. It is nothing less than a natural phenomenon. My birth right. Meh dreds, rasta, shiva, locs, jata. Yea…I Loc’d, following a sinfully addictive relationship. Rebelled the loss of my lover, so I Loc’d for healing. The rebellion sort of rid me of a sickness in mind, yet severed my vocal folds-silenced me whole. My spirit needed the calm centering from a weighted blanket, or to be doused with glitter to make pretty what was left and loathing. And that black magik woman didn’t allow me to stop feeling. In fact despondent inside from sad currents washing on and off the shores of my heart that had been kind. Maddening smiles of suicide ached me so like hamstrings after running. BENEATH my scalp was vulnerable, and those damn fingers gnawing beneath my scalp were RAMBUNCIOUS LIKE CHILDREN playing and teasing too much. Fingernails etched unmet needs into the fabric of my temples both sardonic and harsh. Oh but these locs made breathing natural again! They circulated everything CHANGED! Scars healed over. Replenished supplies of worthy and strong and pretty. And I can hear the GOT DAMN sound of my own voice again! IT’S Loud, raspy, rumbling! Meh jata, keeper of MY brown secrets, a visual poem, cascading downward, elegant, black, triumphant, CHANGED.

And my new growth stands for everything RADICAL! YET This NEW GROWTH ain’t always been treated kind. Been outcast while sitting peacefully at my local coffee shop, been molested while standing in lines at the grocery store, and protested by dead white eyes while PRACTICING Nadi Shodhana in the park. And their privilege always stalks me with their eyes-then averts when mine stare back. They glare-hate and curiosity-an immanently dangerous combination. And they have the unmitigated gull to blame all things considered on my pigment? Well I move to fucking strike and blame all things considered on their privilege! Check my locs! This shit is beyond skin deep! THIS SHIT IS INHERITED “bad behavior”, stitched into the framework of the universe-light moons-old of bullying and shaming the dark, causing trauma to those of us born from the dark before we even arrive on the planet.

And ENTITLEMENT makes them kick and break things while wearing rose colored glasses to combat every painful truth from US bloodied and trailing ALONG THE WAY. And they never consider our journeys-victims indeed. That have survived to tell our stories of hair more alive than dead! In fact umbilical cord commitments between US and the CREATIVE. And instead of owning these facts-they blame us for what they see, project onto us what they feel or cannot understand as if we have no understanding of such things. Or they are offended when we turn stone or jarring to protect what liberties their curiosities told them to take from our bodies. Shit! This dred right here just might be that little bit of curiosity that sets you free. Cause Meh jata will not cower for you! No! You can NOT touch! Meh jata will not apologize for what you see! Step aside-Stop taking up the whole got damn pavement! Meh jata is Afrikan and lives on American soil! Recognize us with more than Lincon’s copper pennies. Meh jata holds secrets for the universe-adorns our temples with love, and cowrie shells and copper elephants. Cause my hair is as historically significant to black culture as black skin. Know this. Believe this. Respect my locs! -Thee Amazing Grace #girlrillavintage #tag #theeamazinggrace

MOVE-Osage Avenue Masacre

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MOVE-Osage Avenue Masacre

The Move Organization is a Black Liberation group from Philadelphia started by John Africa in 1972. According to the group, the word MOVE is not an acronym. It means exactly what it says: MOVE, work, generate, be active. Their philosophy is everything that’s alive moves and If it didn’t, it would be stagnant, dead. Movement is their principle of Life. Self Defense is also one of their principles of life and On May 13, 1985 they definitely showed that. The confrontation began when police came to their house over 100 strong with guns aimed and demanded the MOVE members come outside. Still angry from the 1978 confrontation with police, which resulted in 9 MOVE members being sentenced to 30 to 100 years in prison, they refused. The police then began throwing tear gas and opening fire at the house.
http://sancophaleague.tumblr.com/post/75775827625/the-move-organization-is-a-black-liberation-group

Girlrillavintage Even Back Then :)

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Girlrillavintage Even Back Then :)

aging is kicking my ass. in other news i remember adding this belt to keep this coat closed. make shift. made it work. circa 2004? ‪I still own this coat. It’s not vegan. My grandmother and mother war animals. Shit we lived on a state side, caught, cooked, and ate our own food, even made our own clothes. This is lineage. It’s so pretty. 🙂

#‎flycoat‬ ‪#‎Lincolnuniversity‬ ‪#‎stylebackthen‬

No Pants No Problem

Brittney-Elizabeth says, “I told my family that I was walking to a bar with friends when someone followed me for several blocks and then reached out, grabbing my butt. My grandfather asked, yes, but what were you wearing? The response was disturbing, but not unfamiliar. It was time to take action.”

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It’s not about pride. It’s about privilege.

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It's not about pride. It's about privilege.

As a ciswoman, able bodied person of color I reap benefits from the way I look, not by how I identify. When my appearance is ‘feminine’ I’m treated with heterosexual privilege. When my appearance is ‘masculine’ I get hateful ‘corrective’ treatment to be who I feel comfortable being. People need to check their privilege. Privilege often happens at the expense of others both conscious and subconsciously. I don’t know of any places on earth where straight, non-disabled, white, male humans etc need plaques or symbols to represent or give them permission to express who they’re. No where that having privilege will condemn self-righteousness in defense of who you are. This picture does not represent pride. It represents a hateful standard showing homosexual communities how to do things. Nothing more than shitty power dynamic-poking fun, degrading, and practicing deep rooted entitlement. My pride will never be more important than someone’s safety, quality of life, and dignity. #Checkyoprivilege